When I got home yesterday I found a brown parcel from CDJapan waiting for me on my bed. I let out a squee and said, "The new BUCK-TICK single has arrived!"
"So that's what it was," my sister remarked as I started ripping into the packing tape. "You know, Mom said 'Not another craze
again. First it was Croatian, then it was Russian, and now it's this Japanese stuff.' "
"Shut
up," I grumbled, and pulled out the single, packed in a pretty shiny pink box. I proceeded to glory over it for the next couple of hours.
So even mom has noticed that I go through fantastical, transient obsessions. There were the two years I was learning Croatian and getting packages from the country all the time, then the short six months I was trying my hand at the Russian language and getting the occasional package from Russia. Then I disappeared into the SPN fandom for a year and quit the language learning, culture-eating stuff.
Now I'm up to it
again--learning the language, listening to the music, and--one up!--watching the TV shows and reading the books (albeit translated). I've kept you guys out of the loop because being busy has rid me of my habit of posting obsessively to LJ since the start of 2007, but just let it be known that since March I've picked up approximately 3 anime/manga-ish obsessions, and my collection of Japanese rock music has swollen from one album and three tracks to a massive
9 gigabyte folder containing 1,615 songs.
[1][2] Sacred droppings.
Suffice to say, in between my 55-hour work week, my writing job and my new obsessions, I've completely neglected my other fandoms. I've completely stopped writing and making fannish SPN stuff: I have a mind-warping,
25,000 word SPN fic that will probably never see the light of day because I stopped at the three-quarter mark and can't get going further. I have
two SPN art pieces that are halfway through digital colors and I'm not sure when
those will be done. All that might be forgivable if not for the fact that
I have not watched the last three episodes of season 2. I keep telling myself that it's because I'm scared, for I
know it will
hurt and I don't want to hurt, but I'm beginning to think that I'm just making excuses for sheer lack of motivation.
No, I haven't watched the finales for
any of the other TV series I follow, either. It's been weeks. I have the episodes on disk. I completely F-A-I-L at being a fangirl.
Each time I find myself falling into the sway of other fandoms I fear of a mass defriending on my LJ, because I expect people to say "WTF is this woman on about now? She's stopped talking about X-and-X. I don't get this shit, it's boring, BYE". But I've been through many fannish phases--from B5 to LOTR to the Balkans to LOST to O-Zone to Supernatural--and although there
was fallout at every stage, the weird thing was that people tended to stick around. Weirder
yet, some even followed me into the new fandoms--and proceeded to blame it all on me. Guilty as charged.
So: following precedence, I shall now proceed to indunate you with my fangirlishness. Heya folks! Want to know what I'm currently into?
Vampire Hunter D This isn't so much 'obsession' as it is 'running interest'. I believe I already made
a post about this. It started with an anime movie, went into books (so far 6 and a half, in English), and my sister and I have since made our mom go through the Mandarin translation of book #7, because we're Evil Like That. The 17-odd books in the series are slowly being translated into English as I speak, and there is a manga adaptation slated to be released in both English and Japanese in the months and years to come, so I expect this, ahem, interest to run on for a while more at least.
Trinity Blood
Hot Catholic priests! Gay Moldovan vampires! Random mentions of Zagreb! I read the scanslation of the manga adaptation's first volume about two years ago and didn't think much of it except for "ooh, pretty art". Then earlier this year I found, bought and read local translations of the later volumes: first in English, then in frikken' Mandarin. The point where it turned into an obsession was the point at which I found the
anime adaptation in bookstore. The addictiveness of the anime, its thick plot and completely open, "WTF WAS THAT?" ending basically doomed my sister and I to scouring online fansites for filling-in and then getting sucked by our navels into the fandom. I've spent about five hundred dollars or thereabouts in the last few months on this little obsession of mine. OH DEAR.
If nothing else, this series ought to be credited for introducing me to the awesomeness that is BUCK-TICK (and J-Rock in general), as well as getting me into the habit of reading manga in Mandarin Chinese.
I planned to do a TB fangirl-post somewhere back in April with an offer to rip and mail the anime to anybody who wanted it. I still intend to do it, probably somewhere in the coming weeks. I still have a draft of that post somewhere.
Death Note
This is my big, big,
big, big obsession of the moment. I've read all 12 volumes of the manga in Chinese, bought the 13th companion volume, watched both live-action films, and I'm currently procuring/watching the anime adaptation. "Yowza" doesn't even begin to cover it. I bought the first volume of the manga on a whim, mostly because I was intrigued by the incredible art of the series. It took me about a month to get through that first volume because it was so
wordy and I ended up putting it aside for two weeks after the first couple of chapters, but after that--it was a nonstop, headlong, OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? rush to the end.
It doesn't help that the series is really popular locally. And that the online fandom is FULL OF CRACK (like, after watching some crossover Flash animations on DeviantArt my sister spent the car trip to a birthday celebration Sorting the series' characters into their Hogwarts houses. Seriously, WTF).
Of course, the fact that the series contains a substantial amount of not-very-subtly veiled boyslash is absolutely no help at all.
I'm definitely chronicling my fall into this twisted dogpile of a fandom at some point. Keep your eyes peeled.
Visual Kei Does this count as a fandom? Yes, if the thousands of VK songs I have on my computer are anything to go by. Visual kei is a subset of the Japanese rock genre which involves band members dressing in fantastic costumes, dyeing their hair, painting their faces and generally giving the impression that they are women. Then they make angsty, hard rock music about nightmares and vampires and blood and outer space and actually, basically anything that doesn't have "happy fluffy puppies and sunshine" written on it. VK is noisy and bizarre and twisted, and I
love it. My favorite bands in particular:
- RENTRER EN SOI. Just pronouncing the band name is fun enough (hohn-trey hohn-swah, even though they say "rentiru en soi" or something in Japanese. Dudes, it's in French). I promised
somersaulter a post of their discography somewhere in April. I have not forgotten: just procrastinated. It's coming, sooner or later. ReS have a new album out in a couple of months which I'm all excited about, although judging by their recent singles they seem to be drifting out of VK into the Dir en Grey-type screamo metalcore schtick. Which I do not like-- if I wanted a construction site being piped through my ears, I have better means of doing so. My fingers are crossed for something otherwise.
- MUCC (ムック). Honestly MUCC aren't VK; just honest-to-goodness rockers who know a good melody when they hear one. They're popular enough to have their albums sold in some stores locally, one of which (Gokusai) I managed to pick up for a pretty good price. I have their entire discography as well, but I'm not uploading that. Because... yeah, I can't be arsed to. Too Much Work.
- BUCK-TICK. BT, BT, BT. There are no words that begin to describe how awesome these guys are. I'm going to save all my gushing for the discography post, which spans the 20 years of BT's illustrious career, and includes 25 albums (I COUNTED). I'm done with uploading the albums already, but I still have to sort out the single releases and the promotional videos that I have. And then I have to review them all. "It might take a while" is a mild understatement. But it's coming. I'm working on it.
So. Now you know what to expect on my LJ in the coming weeks. Don't worry, though-- I haven't given up on all my other fandoms yet. At the very least, I have a SPN fried nerds comic planned for the weekend. And maybe I'll get around to finishing those art pieces and that fic. Er. Eventually.
You may now proceed to tell me that I am full of it/myself/crack. I promise my feelings will not be hurt.
~~June
[1] For comparison's sake, my entire folder of English music-- which includes stuff I have ripped off CDs, as well-- comes up to 3.5GB, with about 1,100 songs. My folder of music in all other languages--Croatian/Serbian, Russian, Romanian-- comes up to 2.8GB with 750 songs. I took three years to compile all of those. My Japanese music folder took three months.
[2]
serabut-- I promised to send you my Japanese music collection, and I will, once the Gackt albums I ordered Monday night arrive and I have ripped them. I will now be sending two and a half DVDs worth of music, instead of one. OH DEAR. (That's provided I don't download another 4GB worth of music in the time it takes for the Gackt to arrive. Again... OH DEAR.)